Intention is living day to day, even moment to moment, with a sense of choice and purpose. It means being continuously conscious of how the present moment relates to our values and goals. Sometimes I find myself thinking that God is breaking my heart. Satan has been picking and nagging at the things in my life that he knows I long for and desire so much. Sometimes life gets the best of us. It draws us in and shows us the things we wish we could have.
Wondering now what the future holds. I'm waiting for what's next in my life that God will unfold. What is the purpose for this circumstance today? My life's definitely not how I expected it to be but more and more I see God using my brokenness, pain and struggles far beyond what I see. I feel like my life is crumbling down and breaking but I know God is using it for something great. On this day, I have so much to say but yet I can't gather my thoughts enough to express them. Sometimes there are just no words that can accurately express exactly how I am feeling.
Having these thoughts taught me how to be intentional. I am intentional with my words, the things I do, my image, the things and people that you see me support; as well as, the things and people that you will not see me support. These things are Moeneak and these are things that I will be remembered for. Kind of like my own little legacy. As stated in yesterday's capture your grief....I thrive off of energy. I'm learning that being intentional with the things that I allow to drain my energy is key in weeding out all forms and traces of negativity from my life. Leaving no form of assumption for who I am and who I am striving to be in this world.
So my advice, be intentional with your platform. Stand firm in your beliefs and your truths. Surround yourself with positivity and declutter your life from all forms of negativity. It's okay to think about your best interests from time to time. Be available for yourself as much as you are available for those around you. Let it work for you. I am learning this on a daily basis. Sometimes I fail. More often than I would actually like to admit but with every failure.......there is a greater success.
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Thursday, October 1, 2015
Capture Your Grief:Day 1
I hardly ever over sleep. My body is like clock work. It's programmed to know when to wake up and when to rest. Today, my body didn't work like that. I woke up 45 mins after I should have. In a panic because I knew that I would be late for work. Rather then rushing I enjoyed the "getting ready process". Usually, I'm so pressed for time and in such a rush because I am always needed.
There's never a time when I have time for Moeneak. And Moeneak only. My life requires so much attention and it drains me. Often. I am driven by energy and the more I am around people the more energy they suck out of me. This morning at 3:23 a.m I experienced Moeneak. I looked in the mirror and thought about the person that I missed. And I enjoyed getting to know her. Yet again.
Things don't always go our way. And that's okay. Live and breathe in the moment. Enjoy every second as if it were your last. I had a selfish moment today. And it was a much needed moment. It's okay for me to think about Moeneak. While there is not a "bright light" in ever moment....there's yet and still a light.
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